Since the inception of this blog, I have, without meaning or trying to, and often in spite of self-imposed limits I could never quite stick to, written at least four entries here a month.
But in the month of March 2014, the first full month that I worked full time in several years, I only wrote three entries. I also only ran six miles last week. And I only finished reading one book in the last two weeks. And I only sat down to write Breakaway book stuff (OH, IT'S HAPPENING, PEOPLE) five days in the last three weeks. And there was a ten-day period recently when I didn't go to the Slider Inn at all.
Who IS this person that I have become?!!!
Actually, I know who I've become. Job-induced, I've become the 60% version of me, something I failed to do on my own (to no one's surprise - I only know how to work two ways: hard and harder), and something that's allowing me to write faster and clearer when I write, run stronger and happier when I run, and only be hungover about half as often as I used to be.
The last time the entries here got shorter it was over last summer, and it was primarily because I was so down that I didn't have the energy to pretend I wasn't. But I'm aiming to make them a little shorter in the immediate future for a much better reason: because I can, and it's okay if I do. (And also, honestly, you might be more inclined to read them. I do tend to ramble on.) So for my sake (and yours), fewer words, more meaning.
Sixty-fucking-percent, baby.
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Dalai Lama cracking up HERE.
Good for you!
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Deleteon some levels I found my inner max 10% lol ... on others I am more the 80% - guess all in all I am somewhere at the 30% level
ReplyDeletegotta step up my game I guess
Annie :)
Hey, 30% sounds pretty good to me! Even at 60%, I am *wiped out* now that it's Friday night and the work week is over!! I think if I was trying to do everything at 100%, I would probably keel over dead at this point. :D
DeleteBut 30% doesn't get you very far all in all ... but I try to convince myself that I am lapping everyone who is on 29% and lower ;)
DeleteBe proud of yourself for being that good - even when you are tired. You'll see you get used to it and soon 70% will be the "wiped ou"-zone and so forth ;)
Annie
I like that way of thinking about things! Both for you and for me... Here's to moving forward! :D
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